Workaholic

It has been two weeks since I engaging in all the new tests.  At first my group leader thinks that I already have too much on my plate and was concerns for my ability to juggle all this.  Fortunately, I have been able to juggle them pretty well.  Beside trying to get all my tests up to date, I can even manage to help out 3 new tests.  Sometimes I wonder if I am truly a workaholic.  My colleagues think I work too hard.  Sometimes I don't know why, I just can't help myself.  I just want to get the work done and I kept doing it.  I guess I really enjoy what I am doing at the moment.

It has been an encouragement for me when I know how much the people in the work place express their interest in me.  I once heard "Don't just settle for what is just good.  Be ambitious and strive for the best".  I guess that will be my motto from now on.  That is why I have been working so hard at work and as well as when I get home.  I have to put in more effort to get my PhD submit because once I get a PhD it will opens more avenues and opportunities for me.  Not only that, if I don't get my PhD submitted all my hard work would go down the drain and a lot of people who care for me will be very disappointed.

I now have to shut myself out from all temptations and social events as much as I could to get things done.  I have not have much time to spend with my boyfriend and I miss him dearly but thankfully he is such an understanding person and thinks what is best for me.  I really love him even though sometimes I was frustrated because I didn't hear a word from him.  I guess I am just too selfish and wants everything my way.